life :)

had an awesome day with the besties, azra and azzy. i love them very muchhhhhh! i can be myself when im around them. thats one of the reason i feel so “ngam” w em. hehehehe.

Assalam.

hello! damn its been awhile since ive last updated my tumblr. well, ive been very occupied with my U life. sorry! anyway, im having my midsem break now. just a short one. but i’ll treasure it for sure.

i miss you arwah Ewin. im sorry i didnt appreciate u well enough when youre still around. thank you for guiding me. thank you for being one of those people who tried to change me to be a better person. i seriously dont know why im writting this down, maybe i just feel like i need to express myself hahaha.

honestly, now i feel so…. lack of guidance? i am trying my best to learn about my religion, Islam. As a Muslim. but it feels like i dont really have anybody that are capable enough to guide me. Daddy, Aiman, arwah Ewin and……. who else? are they all I got? hmmm its not enough. plus now Ewin has gone to a better place i believe. im sorry if i sounded so “tidak bersyukur”. this is what i truly feel.

im so sad to see how the people around me care so less about their religion. i hope this post can, well at least open up somebody’s heart. I was once a very not good person. and i regretted it very2 much. thank Allah, He showed me the right path. no, im not saying im super holy or what so ever u want to call it. what im trying to say is, im trying my best to be a better Muslim. Islam is a great religion you know. its beautiful. and complete.

some said they love Allah, they love Rasulullah S.A.W, but you know what? why do u even bother saying it when your actions proves otherwise? actions does speak louder than words. it does.

when i got into UPNM (my university now), i feel so left out. i feel so “wow aku memang tak tahu apa2 sgt lah hal agama ni kalau nak dibandingkan dgn dorg kt sini”. theyre SO SO DIFFERENT. most of them. thank Allah for placing me there. I met some great friends who helps me a lot in trying to get to know Islam better. Miza, Yana, Fyza, Fatin, Hani, Ayu, Farah and byk lagi. thanks a lot. sometimes i just feel like crying and crying for all my past sins.i feel really2 sad when I got back here in Kch and see how my family & friends here are. i wish and pray that Allah can show them the right path. Amin.

and NO. i am not a totally GOOD PERSON. i still make sins. everyday. some of you might think “who am I to post up this kind of post?”. well here is the answer to your question. i posted up this for one wish, one hope. i wish and hope that we can all seek for His forgiveness and try to be a better Muslim. Dunia ini hanya sementara. Janganlah kita terlalu lalai. lets change together. Allah itu Maha Pengampun. tak rugi berubah ke arah kebaikan. we can do this together :) insyaAllah, He will guide us.

Assalam.

this is my 3rd day in UPNM. reached here on Sunday. to be honest i was not in the mood to get my as* back here. i love home that much. i lost a friend on the 5th day of Raya. and it was damn sad i tell u. but i guess its his time to go. al-Fatihah to arwah Wan Azwin :) youve taught me a lot in life and i’ll never forget your last words to me.

so Raya was ok. just okay. not that bad and not that great. im just glad i get to spent times w my family and friends. oh ya! kamek dh mandik swimming pool at my house! it was funn!! :DD hehehee. that will be one of those thing im gonna missed most. hehe

semester 2 is not that bad so far (well classes havent even starts yet). lol we got like 6 subjects to study. double up from our last sem. seniors are all here. i didnt see any super hot dudes yet. hahahaa just A FEW. :P

i guess thats all. thanks fr reading. and sorry for any of my grammar mistakes. like i said before, its getting rusty.

till then,

Assalamualaikum

-kiks :)

Hello dear readers!! Assalamualaikum! Aaaaa. I really don’t know what to write.
What I know issss….
I miss my family! And sarawak’s food. Need to be patient. Will be meeting my family again on the 25th of august :) yayy! But before that I need to prepare myself for final exam.
U life is just so fassttttt. Especially Asasi life. But things here are great. We’ve got ourselves some great friends, seniors and lecturers :) I’m kinda sick of eating mamak food though. Haiyaaaa.
Went out last Saturday B) it was funnn. My friends and I went to Mid Valley and watched Harry Potter 3D. It was jaw dropping moment. Teheee. Love it. Wish they can make Albus Severus Potter the Movie :D hehe aminnn. What elseeee? Oh ya I joined Pertandingan Puisi Asasi and got saguhati. Alhamdulillah hehe. Will post up some pics in a bit insyaAllah. I guess that’s all? Thanks for reading
Muahhhhh
-kiks :)
Xoxo

Hello! I’m typing this out while watching my friends playing hockey and tennis :B I would love to join them but I don’t have any hockey stick or tennis racket. So imma force daddy to get me one tennis racket :D
I will be seeing my parents this Friday! Yayyy its been awhile. Life here is great seriously. I won’t feel bored at all if I don’t get to go out during weekends cause there are just too much things to do :p fun fun fun hahaha. I’m quite worried about my Human Resource Management though. Aiyayayaya. Hope I can catch up real quick :B
Oh ya I’m EXCO Multimedia dan Komunikasi (one of the AJK for Asasi Awam 2011/2012) besar tanggungjawab tu bro. I will do my best I promise :)
I guess that’s all I gotta to say.
Love,
Kiki :)

Hello! Its been awhile. So my U life has started for almost a week now. Orientation was fun! Had plenty of friends so far :D orientation finished two days ago and it kinda sucks cause I miss it real bad!! T.T seniors were so caring during orientation week. But since its over, it feels like no one care anymore. Guess I have to learn how to stand on my own feet.
I’m currently at this kedai makan. Just had nasi ayam. Nyaman gilak I swear! My next class will be at 2pm. Principles of HRM :B
And tonight all the awam students will watch movie! Karak! At dewan Bestari. Yayyy! Life here was great so far. Minus the part where I miss my family so much! Ok I guess that’s all? Will be seeing my bro this Saturday. Need to buy more tudung and etc. Till then!
Love, kiks :)

hello there readers! sorry lama tak update. yerh kaka malaya! since im living in KL dah :( gonna miss u Kuching city! will see you during raya k? :) so my class belum start lagi. this friday registration and terus orientation 3 days straight. After tht kuliah fr 1 month plus and terus exam on the 22nd of august if im not mistaken. 25th aug will be flying back to kch for raya! im gonna raya like mad this year.

now im currently at my apartment over here. living here fr awhile w my family. they’ll be going back this friday after sending me off to UPNM.

oh yeah! i got the offer to enter UIA, but somehow I rejected it. hmm dont ask me why. its like my dream to enter that U. BUTTTT…… UPNM came along and my heart mcm dah beralih arah hahahaah. UIA is like “i get what i want when i dont want it anymore”. get it? hahahaha got those sentence from my bestie, Azzy :) miss u love! stdy hrd in UiTM. see u later k? :)

im feeling sad and depressed to be honest. berat hati rasa nk be independent and cannot manja2 here and there. cannot cuddle w my parents evrydy. bet im gonna be homesick. sighhh. i can see that my mum is sad too. she cried a few times already D: hmmm its ok mummy, im doing this for my own good k? :) i love u always.

so i’ll be learning this three subjects during my first sem :

- Principles of Management

- Principles of HRM (Human Resource Management)

- Basic Mathematics

I will study very very hard and of course study smart. I will try my best to get my pointer 3.5 and above for every exam. insyaAllah Amin :)

so ok i guess thats all. im gonna continue watching this Korean variety show called Running Man! its awesome!!!! seriously :)

p/s: i know my English is getting rusty. urgh i blame 6 months of holidays! gonna work on it once my U life starts.

thanks fr reading!

love,

kikshotyounot ;)

Hey ho! I had fun on my birthday. Had some friends coming over. Celebrated it w my cousins and family too. My dad bought me BB Curve 3G 9300. Hehhe I LOVE it :p

Now I’m currently at CIMB Bank. bukak acc for my University stuff.

This few days I spent a lot of time w em cousins. I swear I’m gonna miss them like real badddd! D’:

Life has been treating me well lately. Thank you Allah.

-kiks xx